In the end, he didn’t say anything to let me have a good rest. I didn’t go to Hengyuan every day. They handed over everything, but after he left, I deliberately locked the door and threw myself into the big bed, so I buried myself.
Lu Zhengnan and his team handed over smoothly, but they had to send someone to Hengyuan in 2008 to explain the drawings to the construction team.
As there were other projects in Britain, we had to wait for Lu Zhengnan’s office, so we booked a return ticket the next day.
And I have been staying in the hotel for the past two days without thinking about leaving as soon as possible.
The next day, Hengyuan sent a car to the hotel to take us to the airport. I was always bored, or I was always bored when I came back from the banquet the day before yesterday. No matter how Jon teased me, I couldn’t laugh.
Everyone seemed to see that I was strange and didn’t dare to provoke me again, and Liu Zhengna’s eyes looked at me more and more complicated.
When the group arrived at the airport bus, the driver suddenly stopped me and said that manager Zou had a few words for him to convey.
They took one look at me and got off the bus first.
When everyone in the car is gone, the driver looks at me a little unnaturally and says, "Manager Zou said that if you leave this time, you should never come back."
Uh … Does he hate me that much?
I jumped out of the car when I said, "Please tell him that it’s my freedom to come back."
I was absent-minded all the way into the airport and passed the security check until the boarding plane took off. I felt chest tightness and my head ached. Liu Zhengnan sat next to me and saw me with a small face. It was uncomfortable and worried.
"Are you uncomfortable?" He asked, touching my arm lightly.
I turned to look at him and looked at him, full of eyebrows and eyes, and the injustice broke out instantly. I lay on his shoulder and sobbed.
"How?" Liu Zhengna nervous stopped my shoulder.
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I sobbed for a long time before I stopped crying. "My heart hurts … he said he would never come back after he left. How could he do that to me?"
"You still love him, don’t you?" Lu Zhengnan sounded a little astringent.
My eyes were hazy with tears. "Well … I forgot him and I never intended to forget him."
"You … love him so much. Why did you suddenly leave him?" This question is estimated to have been hovering in his mind for a long time, but I can’t help but ask it at this moment.
I know they are all puzzled that I suddenly changed my love for that person, but I never want to leave him at the expense of hurting him.
I took a sniff and held his sleeve for a while before slowly saying, "Because my father left me a letter saying that I am Ye Zhengsheng’s daughter."
Liu Zhengna straightened my body and looked at me in shock.
I looked at him and said, "We all agreed to get the license, but I saw the letter my father left me that day. I accepted it at once and wanted to run away to a place that no one knew, but I didn’t want to go to Qinghai Lake Road. The driver had a bad idea and left me on the way. All my luggage and documents and I … lost my child with him. I was so miserable that I thought of death."
"But I didn’t die and was saved by a family, but I got mad and remembered everything. I didn’t wake up until the day he got married."
"I’m related to him, and I pushed him hard to make him give up on me by all means, which hurt him very much. Later, I found that if I were to live in the same city with him, it would make both sides more miserable if I never wanted to forget myself, so I drifted away from me and tried to forget him in vain."
Liu Zhengna listened quietly, and his frown deepened.
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Liu Zhengna listened quietly, and his frown deepened.
"Later, I was really tired. When I met you, I promised to come to England with you. Until two months ago, I saw the report, and my heart was sealed for a long time. When you asked me if I wanted to return to China, I was actually depressed." Speaking of this, I took a long breath and added, "But everything has changed. I forgot that he had been married for more than two years and he had his own home."
After the words fell, I silently shed tears.
It seems that Liu Zhengnan hasn’t told me for a long time.
For a long time, he gently touched my head a little guilty and said, "Tong Tong, there’s one thing I haven’t told you."
"Huh?" I looked up at him.
He struggled with silk under his eyes and pulled out a smile at the corner of his mouth, which was a little sour. "I came to think that if I wanted you by my side for a long time, maybe you would get used to my company slowly … and you would be inseparable from me." He sighed. "I really regret that I didn’t take advantage of so many opportunities in those years."
"Due south …" Seeing him like this made my heart feel even worse.
He patted me on the shoulder and smiled calmly and looked at me straight. "Tong Tong likes a person because it is my freedom, but it is not your responsibility." There is a pause. "And I can see that Zou Chen is not indifferent to you."
Lu Zhengnan’s last sentence made me a little confused.
"Yesterday, Ouyang Xue invited me to dinner. She said that Zou Chen divorced her a few days after we returned to China, but it was not announced to the outside world."
I am amazed.
"She also said that in the past two years, their husband and wife have been divorced in name only."
I can put an egg in my mouth. "But she told me that she was pregnant at the party that day?"
Liu Zhengna gently shook his head. "She didn’t say that."
"Difficult to …" My mind suddenly flashed that night I left with Liu Zhengna to come out from the restaurant … Is that child Gu Yisheng?
Oh, my god
But … Zou Chen he didn’t tell me anything? On the day of the banquet, I said I wished him happiness, and he left in such resentment … was he angry with me?
"Due south … I’m going back to Beijing." I was a little excited when I got up.
"Tong Tong" Lu Zhengnan pulled me back to my seat. "Calm down."
I sat back in my seat and felt very impatient.
"I’m sorry, I should have told you this news earlier … but I’m also a person with selfishness." Liu Zhengna said sourly.
I suddenly realized that my excitement and irritability was a kind of injury in front of him.
"No, no, no, due south, don’t say that. It’s all my fault. In the past six months, I’ve been heartless and neglected you, giving you hope … and it’s all my fault for disappointing you like this."
Liu Zhengnan looked at me very solemnly. "Tong Tong, I want you to remember that you don’t owe me anything. Everything is my willingness."
My eyes turned red again, and I hugged him sideways and cried again.
When I came back to London, I wanted to go back to Beijing, but after living in London for more than half a year, I had to deal with many things before I could leave, such as finishing my studies in a month, and my classmates had to say goodbye, and there were work matters. Although I was responsible for limited work, I was in charge of a lot of materials and had to have a handover process.
I thought about it. If Zou Chen hadn’t changed his mind, it wouldn’t be a big deal to go back a month later. I took the initiative to admit my mistake with him, so I took care of everything in a month and held a farewell party.
On the day I left, Lu Zhengnan took me to the airport. He said that he would return to China soon. The Beijing branch of the company office made me less sentimental, because we would meet again soon and said that if we could not find a job, we could still be his assistant.
But where can I promise? I don’t want to burden him any more
At the moment I boarded the plane, anxious to return found it a little hard to believe that since I had endured it for a month, I didn’t know what Zou Chen would do if he saw me. Was it more frightening or more surprising? Thinking about him, my heart flew across the ocean.
When the plane landed in Beijing, I left the airport with my luggage and went directly to Hengyuan. My chest fluctuated violently and I couldn’t calm down. I couldn’t help but want to raise my mouth. I thought that when I met Zou Chen in Hengyuan for a while, I would run to give him a big hug and tell him how much I missed him.
But when I was in Hengyuan, the lady told me that Zou Chen had been on a business trip for more than half a month, and my heart was cold for half a day, I asked the front desk to transfer my message to the president’s office and the front desk lady handed it to me.
"Hello, President. I’m Jenny."
"Jenny, this is Lin Tong. Is Allen there?" I said urgently.
"Assistant Lin, Allen, she’s not here today. You’re not back in London, are you? How can you be in the building?" Jenny was a little surprised.